三月末

这个三月，对我来说就只有一个字，
忙忙忙！！
没啥大事发生，小事我也想不起。
嗯，努力用力回想中~
先有令我睡觉都会骂脏话的XXX讲师，
然后就是承蒙王群雁小姐热情款待的安顺之旅，
再来就是大姑丈没来得及喝他孙子的满月酒，在睡梦中逝世。
虽然说和大姑丈没啥话题聊，甚至见面次数也少得可怜，
但是还是对他的逝世感到惋惜。

我发觉，我看透了生命，不再畏惧死亡。
生命总是有人来了又离去，花开花落，
能不能看到明天的日出还是个未知数，
那何不珍惜当下，拥抱回忆。

另外，这个月因为考试吃了很多苦，
每晚都吃不饱睡不好，
在这里给自己拍拍手放烟火，
我已尽力了，
但愿不要死得太难看就好。

有时候，觉得自己很可悲，
上天总是不眷顾我，
别人轻而易举得到的东西，
我要花一辈子的努力才能得到。
我不是咬着金锁头出生的有钱人，
只是一个副业卖冰淇淋和当司机的穷学生。
幸福的门槛太高，
我爬不上去，
我想应该是脚太短的关系吧~（嘻）

题外话，有人告诉我说很期待我每次的文章，
听了真的他妈的超爽！（偷笑）
其实有时候觉得没啥人来逛逛我这间黑店，
写的文章沉闷，没内涵，没营养，没吸引力，
感谢你们不嫌弃，
请大家行行善，帮我按按神出鬼没的广告让我赚点小费，
你们的大恩大德，小女子没齿难忘。
对了，写了那么长，其实重点在上面那两句↑。（奸笑）

好啦，感谢大家的支持，
祝大家蠢蛋节快乐！

Hey You

All the midterms and assignments have come to an end.
Should be happy, I supposed.
Yet, I feel the emptiness in my heart.
Sometimes, I looking for a comfy shoulder to lean on.
Sometimes, I wish someone can wipe away my tears.
Sometimes, I feel like watching a horror movie by hiding at your back.
Sometimes, I hope to put on a pretty gown and went to a date.
Sometimes, I hope there is someone waiting for my call every night.
and,
Sometimes, I don't know who to talk with.
Still, the one never exist.
Life ain't easy.
To find the partner for life even tougher.
I don't expect much, whatever belongs to you it will come to you in the end.
I know I'm not a hot chick nor a sweetie pie.
The very emotional part made the situation even worst.
But, it's just me. I'm acting in my way.
I don't fucking need everyone to agree with.
I'm pathetic enough.
I know.
Stop judging me.

等

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底线

开玩笑开过了头，就变成了一种伤害。
我也有脾气，也有底线，
踩过我的底裤底线，我会拿狗屎砸你。
去你的，
从新年那短短一星期的假期后，
就要面对，
考不完的试，读不完的书，
看不完的鸡肠，做不完的报告，
长不完的痘痘，睡不好，吃不饱，
好不容易撑到现在，
以为可以放轻松一下下，
现在你跟我说要重考。

去你妈的大西瓜！

就因为你无脑，
同样的考试，你竟然给另一班多半小时+提示，
然后我们这一班粉肠就在拼命的绞脑汁跟时间赛跑，
试问公道何在？
这个结局是你造成的，
凭什么要我们做你的代罪羔羊？
你有考虑过我们的感受吗？
另一班的学费是给比较多，还是他们长得比较清纯可爱？
同样是你的学生就该一视同仁，
一小时就一小时，会就会，不会就不会。
真的只有在优大才会遇到这种鸟事情，可笑~

Chilling @ Genting

Last Saturday, out of sudden, my parents asked me to go Genting with them, which a.k.a my second home.
No kidding, they went there very often, until I already fed up with that place.
But since nothing to do at home, I started to call all my besties out, as u know went there with a bunch of friends do make it a huge different.
We reached there around 8pm++ and yeah it's DINNER time!!
Vietnam Restaurant is our preference this time.
Camwhore before out to dinner.

Here we are~

Our food. WEi, ah fong, i prefer ur food, exchange with me pls..

Candid shot of them.

The main reason i post this photo is because I looks a lil slimmer here. LMAO.

My drinks. And here comes the disaster.

Somebody force me to pose many weird weird pose,
like this.

This.

(They say this photo doesn't looks like me,
So, this is not me, this is my nanny. XD)

And this.

So she is the one who killing ur eyes, not me. lol

Chilling at STARBUCKS until 3am.

Aww, thanks princess cow♥ for the warmy jacket.
FYI, the careless me has left my jacket on my dad's car.

Trying hard to "push" the token machine.

The next day was a good sunny day.

So we decided to have some jump shot.

The 2 little girls are trying to do the jump shot like us.

After that, we went for window shopping.
Now only I realize B.U.M city's backdrop is very useful.

Okay la. I know I looks like those aunty carrying handbag going to market.

Trying to imitate the man behind. But end up with my fierce face.
Told ya I'm not a good poser. Sigh.
I ♥ this day, because we've lots and lots of FUN~

我细佬

28.2.2010

时间关系，长话短说。

就那天，我弟表演杂技打破了玻璃杯，割伤了手腕，

弄得我们大家都好鬼死紧张，

因为他的血一直流，我的心跳就一直加速，

但是没有小鹿乱撞，不要担心。

然后亲爱的两个红新月会妹妹就很镇定的帮他止血，

我开车载他到附近的诊所。

他妈的死ahnene医生跟我说他的手筋断了要马上送去医院，

我说将严重哦？这个时候，他的手已开始发黑。

好，故事讲到这里，诶奇怪我爸妈去了哪里？

事发时他们刚好上云顶快活快乐的看烟火去了，

所以咧照顾全家的重任就落在我身上。

第一时间通知我老爸老妈，

本小姐是典型路痴，

知我着莫若我老母黄氏阿莲，

所以就委托一对很好心肠的老师夫妻代劳载我弟去梳邦医院SJMC，

然后我开车跟在后面。

可笑的是我跟丢了，不知不觉开到了机场，

心想干脆我搭飞机去医院好了，应该会比较快。

然后就觉得自己很没用，一直狂打电话找救兵教我去医院，

所幸最后还是成功到达。

而我弟缝了四针后已无大碍。 

死仔包，下次喝水就喝水，耍什么特技，小心点啦！

我心脏没力，吓多几次就请你帮我准备黑白照，得空帮我锄锄草。

我说过我很性感感性的，尤其家人更是我的死穴，

好啦，爱你们啦~ 噁~ 把刚吃的早餐吞回去。

无惊无险，又过一日啦~

老骨头

你老娘我真的老了。

人若老，机器就开始不听话，

需要定期维修，给他补一补。

连睡个觉都会扭到，我果然是天材。

只不过打扫了一下下房间，

顺便把那桶碍眼的衣服洗一洗，

就开始腰酸背痛，

蹲下膝盖开始发出卡啦卡啦的声音，

这副老骨头要躺在床上才能摊直，

是操劳过度还是开始迈入更年期？
还能撑多久？

我不知道。

Late post - New Year

I wanted to post this since long time ago,
but due to the very emotional internet connection and the very limited time,
it keep delayed, delayed and delayed.
It's gonna be a long long post =)

Pre-CNY

Biscuits and some cookies are necessity.
We have made pineapple tart n yummy cornflakes chocolate cookies this year.
Here's the photo and I'm not going to list out the whatever recipe or procedures or else I might sitting here typing this post until the next morning.
The main purpose I post these pics is to make you salivating. Hehe.

Day 1

I love this day the most! All the relatives are gathered around.
Have some normal new year routine, chit-chat , gamble and take photoss~
The only difference compare with last year is we have change our initial venue at my house to my dearest, ling house.
Honestly, this is the first time all of us stay together until late night even having steamboat at 2pm.
Some shots of the day and I ♥ it~

Day 2

Me and my siblings went to play watch people play kites at Selayang.
So weird huh? New year got people go play kite? Anyway, its better than sitting at home waiting for others to visit you right.
Oh ya, we also have a movie session right after this, 72 Tenants of Prosperity is the show.
Here we goes~

Day 3

Something unpredictable happened and it made me feel pretty upset.
So, skipped this day.

Day 4

I went Dong Zen Temple at Jenjarom with my mother side relative.
It's  full of people as usual.
The light decorations there are undeniable more than last year,
yet I didn't see any special or creative decorations that can grab my attention.
Big sigh...

OS: Tired of typing and uploading already, grab some drinks and take a break.

Start wondering should I separate this post into 2 part. Zzz. Enough crapping, I shall continue.

Day 5 & 6 

Having some normal visit to friends and relative house. Nothing special, so skip. XD

Day 7
I went I-City located at Shah Alam with the dearest one, ling, her sis and kah kit.
Wanted to go there since long time ago, when I was delighted by the dazzling light of the showcase every time pass by the Federal highway.
So bad ling forget to bring her baby DSLR along, thus we miss some pretty nice shot.

Day 8 & 9

Packed my things and prepared to go back kampar.
Stay up late to prepare for Bai Ti Kong *I don't know how to explain in English. lol *
I have no idea what's happening on the same day last year because I went cuckoo after having 2 glass of wine. 

=Here comes the end of my celebration=
Phew~ Like finally I manage to complete my post and I break my own record.
Not to say a very great celebration this year, but still happy to see all friends and relatives gathered around.
A new beginning, a reason for living. =)