Big Girls, Don't cry.

这张照片我知道有够丑，
摆上来为了给自己一个警惕、一次教训。
摄于怡宝家死狗女厕，右手边最后一间厕所。
我.. 我... 我受了点委屈，
原以为接下这份薪水不高的工作，
我的周末会过得很有意义，
结果阻碍重重，
把自己反锁在厕所里向人哭诉，
我真是个死孬种。
说到底也不是我的错，
谁知道做Sampling Girl要打针？
谁晓得那该死的负责人电话怎么也打不通？
没办法了，这钱我没办法赚，只好认命。
但也因为如此，我得到无价的姐妹相挺，
托她的福，享受一下她家的天伦之乐，
享受很多怡宝美食，
多谢你，Fion公主♥...

A dirty thought

I don't like typing English, seriously.
Not good in English plus I don't think I can express my feeling well with ABC compared with my mother-tongue language. I'm pessimistic thinker. I never smoke, but I'm lighting up a cigarette in the middle of night and cough for several times. I've changed. All the people and things around me are. I don't care for your whatever judgement on me. Who ever you are viewing my blog feel like want to give a damn on me, please go ahead. I don't fucking care about it. I'm 21 this year and don't fucking need your permission for everything I do.

This semester has been started last week, its week 2 now without my realization, but for me it's been like ages. I sense something wrong on me, I'm lost of control both inside and outside. Can you feel my helpless, my sorrow deep inside? Can you don't step on me when I'm weak?Can you feel my upside down heartbeats? Can you? Can you?

I want to go back to those old days with my soul mates and laughters around.. I want to escape from my dirty thought and reality. But how? Learning independent is a must, I reckon. How about disguising myself from crowd by putting a fake smile on my stupid face all the while?
Sometimes, I wish someone could take care of me,
I'm a girl too, the weak and fragile ones.

Every time my head says, "who cares?" 

My heart will whisper, "You do, stupid.." 

This is just some crap of mine when I'm not in the right mood.

Any consolation or concern is not needed. So, comments off.
Good night, world.

Full house

梦寐以求的场景，

未写完的剧本，

缺席的男主角，

一场笑着结束的悲剧。

天啊！她21岁了！！

她叫杨彩玲，我是说笑很灿烂那个不是嘴布满奶油的，
我跟这女人从小玩到大，进同一所小学、中学，
直到大学才分道扬镳，
我选择会计以保饭碗，她酷爱设计。
在她面前，我可以不顾形象破口大骂他奶奶的，
在她家，我可以任意打开雪柜找我爱吃的冰淇淋，
坐她车总是让我血液循环得特别好，因为总是处于惊吓状态。

几经波折，她决定生日当晚办个轰趴，
出席者皆是较要好的姐妹们。
其实在这之前，我想亲自创作一首歌给他惊喜。
无奈力不从心，写歌真的很难！！
暧昧的歌词、类似儿歌的旋律，
我天生就不是当创作歌手的料。囧

当晚玩了个特别游戏，有看天才冲冲冲的朋友应该都懂这游戏，
就像传话游戏，分别在于你要用粘土把题目的物品捏出来
给下一个人看，而不是直接告诉他，第二个人捏给第三个人看，
如此类推，若最后的人可以正确的说出正解，那一组就胜出。

我说婉琪捏的这鳄鱼他妈的还真像咯！

我活了20年10个月，现在才知道自由女神像长这样。↑
亲爱的雯莉（猜题者）说是男生的生殖器，笑翻了！

瞎的都看得出这是在捏内裤咯，
你白痴啊，我怎样看都不像铁锤！

总结论是：杨彩玲，你是
很大很大颗的老鼠屎啦！！！！

接下来是姐妹们喝红酒谈心时间，
问题是谈心事有必要敞开胸膛，“坦诚相露”吗？
（如果你知道我在说什么）
这是什么烂条规啊？XD
一班自然不做作的女人，超搞笑的谈话，真的笑死我了！
亲爱的，希望你天天都开开心心，身体健康，点点点
当然少不了，生日快乐！！



P.你的S.：我上学期的成绩烂透了。T.T

A sadden news, a sudden leave.

I went Singapore last week to attend a funeral of my relative.

The deceased is the cousin of my father and I'm not really close or even talk to him.

However, my parents decided to give him a last respect and thus we depart to Singapore in a rush.

After having some praying session to the deceased, we utilized our time by having a visit to universal studio while my parents went casino.

Unfortunately, tickets for universal studio sold out at the moment we reached, we should book it earlier. =(

 So, we just take some photos around the malls and we came across this Candylicious Shop.

 

You have the same colour tone as them. XD

 

Gotcha!! 

aww~ candy candy on the tree,

who's the luckiest of them all?

When we were discussing about the next journey, these two friendly
women approaching us and ask us to give some wishes
for their friends as wedding surprise.
How sweet they are.

They gave us this in return.

 

 If you noticed, I've gained weight in this sem break and thanks to the
terrible, horrible and vegetable HOT weather in S'pore,
my skin becomes even worst now. FML to the max!!

Are you guys still remember the tragic accident occurred on the North-South Expressway involving an express bus heading north and five other vehicles coming from the opposite direction?
I've just pass by the same highway on the way back from S'pore in the morning.
How sad,  12 lives lost and many of the survivals still under
medical treatment in hospitals.
10-10-10 what a memorable day, I do not know how to describe the
utter grief and sorrow I'm feeling right now.
My deepest sympathy and sincerest condolences delivered to the
victim's family. Be tough!
Dear all the road users,
kindly remember, safety comes first before you speed!!!

DiGi ROadshow

 I will follow youuuu~

没错，30/9-3/10 这段期间我都在Bkt Tinggi, AEON辛勤工作。
见人就吼：DIGI Broadband！然后硬塞传单给他。（笑）
工作四天，站了四十个小时，如果你脚还有知觉的话 ，
我想你应该懂那种脚板一碰到地面的刺痛感。囧

有些顾客还真白目，我简单的把他们归类成以下几种类型。
第一种：装笑维型
讲了老半天，解释了一遍又一遍，
他看起来似懂非懂，
最后跟你说一句，
我听不懂英文。

干，你不会等我放工领了薪水后才讲！

第二种：来找碴型
这种人通常额头刻着“吃饱太闲”这四个字。
所谓人善被人欺，有个安娣就猛对我开枪，
说他家收不到线，投诉了Digi四年都无下文。
我说这位姓赖的安娣你家无线干我屁事，
下次你家马桶塞了就怪你家的人吃太饱排泄太多吧。

第三种：腦装屎型
这头派了张传单给他，
另一头他就在你面前把它揉成一团丢进垃圾桶。
你不想看就别拿嘛，要丢就到远处丢，
这是对别人最基本的尊重。
这样糟蹋我的传单，
害我小难过了一下下。

第四种：消耗时间型
存粹为了找个位子坐下休息休息，
而我属于那种不会放过任何机会的销售员。
余光突然扫射到一个穿西装打领带的年轻人，
你好，你在这里工作的吗？
对，我在Sookee打工，
哦~~~（很大声） 你卖衣服的哦？
不，我卖钻石。
你看吧，这种就叫自己挖个粪坑给自己跳，
靠！不懂装懂，真是丢脸丢到家了。

基本上接这工作我还犹豫了一下，
因为他们需要“presentable good looking” girls.
我自认不"Presentable"，顶多只是"Acceptable".
到最后秉持着反正不接都接了，
老娘拼了老命厚脸皮的给他站个四天吧。

托她的福，
认识了一同打拼的经销商朋友并享受了免费午餐。
大炮Kinns、中国腔TY、高佬Peter、风趣KK、
热情AhCHan、亲切steven、可爱Jeannie ...
虽然这一行大家都勾心斗角，想在最短时间内冲销量，
但是还好大家都相处得算融洽。

数一数这已经是我第六次的打工经验，
卖过衣服、电脑零件、眼镜、冰淇淋、
还有当过托儿所教师，
我的人生历练还真是丰富啊。（掩嘴偷笑）